Test run on the stream goes wrong, click bait?

Well, the first stream that I did didn’t go as good as I was hoping. The first thing that one person said was that I sound like I’m high or drunk, he was mostly right. I was not high on the illegal drugs but rather my pain pills that I can’t live without. I don’t drink so the part about me being drunk was wrong but some high-level pills can make you feel that way and also sound that way. I really would like to get off of the med’s but that’s not going to happen. They really mess with your entire life, such as mental facilities, sleeping habits, and things like this. Another guy said that I am a little slow my progression in the game from taking so long to read objectives and taking shots. He’s not wrong either but I’m not able to change that. I thank he’s the same one who said he heard me moving around a lot but if it’s him or another person doesn’t matter. He is right on that as well, I can’t stay sedentary for long at all. I tend to move ever 5 minutes or so to help lessen the pain. I’m proud that I had 5 people show up for my first stream but also I’m sad as I really don’t thank many people are going to watch a person move as slow as me in a fast paste first person shooter.
Game I was playing, Tom Clancy’s Ghost recon Wildlands

Deaths in the family and health deteriorating once again.

It’s looking like I’ll never get things going here. I’ve lost a few family members in the last month, 3 to be exact and it’s taking its toll on me. I’ve not given up but I have been set back, depression is getting to me and my pancreas is acting up once again. If it’s not one thing it’s the other. As far as the website and blog site goes, I own them until my demise or 2019. I’m not sure if I’ll post up until my death or not. My wife has instructions on how to shut everything down and take all my sites offline. I’m not planning on going anytime soon but I’ve been told to be ready and have things in order so this is part of that. When I feel I can handle it I will get back to posting and working on the sites. Good luck and I hope to be writing again soon.
Here is some info on my conditions.
Pancreatitis,
Neuropathy.
I have chronic pancreatitis and neuropathy in my lower back starting at L5 S1. That just means that my nerves are dying from my waist down, I’m in pain 24-7 and getting sleep is hard for me. Concentration is very hard as well.

No sleep sucks!

I hate when this happens, for days now without any sleep to matter. The weather keeps changing so I get no sleep, I wish I knew what caused this to happen. If I could find out why the weather makes it so I can’t sleep I might be able to stop it and get sleep once again. The number one reason I hate not getting any sleep is that my days run together into what I call cartoon world. Everything seems normal at first then you realize you can’t recall what happened the night before.

Hopping to get back in the swing of things soon.

I know I’m slacking but I have a good reason this time. I had a coffee spilled on my computer and peripherals and needed to replace them before I could do anything again. I went through another 6 days with no sleep and the Doc at the hospital said he would not do anything for me because the meds I take, That’s BS! My PCP is considering getting a morphine pump so I don’t have to take so many pills, I don’t like carrying them around with me from a fear that they will get stolen. If they are lost I can’t get them replaced. Anyway. On the computer side of things I chose to go with Corsair I got everything from here. products this time. For the last 10 years or so I have only used Kingston HyperX products You can check them out here. After one day, all seams good, I really do like the Strafe keyboard and Scimitar Pro mouse. More to come latter. Hope everyone had a good holiday.

Stop calling Federal Judges.

Apparently there’s quite a few of you out there that have decided that calling a federal judge to complane about the current vaping industry is a good thing to do. It is not, all you’re doing is upsetting them and hurting our case. Please stop calling federal judges. I am going to post a link to a video that you need to watch. The video is from Nick Green also known as GrimmGreen, he can explain the situation far better than I can.

Vapers we need to unite!

There is a movie coming out about the vape industry and I thank everyone needs to see it, not just vapers but the general public. Finally someone with the balls to show you how the would works. This is a link to their facebook page ABillionLives. Just watch their trailer for the film and you will see what I’m talking about. If you don’t believe what it is saying I feel sorry for you, get your head out of the sand and wake up to how the world works.