Test run on the stream goes wrong, click bait?

Well, the first stream that I did didn’t go as good as I was hoping. The first thing that one person said was that I sound like I’m high or drunk, he was mostly right. I was not high on the illegal drugs but rather my pain pills that I can’t live without. I don’t drink so the part about me being drunk was wrong but some high-level pills can make you feel that way and also sound that way. I really would like to get off of the med’s but that’s not going to happen. They really mess with your entire life, such as mental facilities, sleeping habits, and things like this. Another guy said that I am a little slow my progression in the game from taking so long to read objectives and taking shots. He’s not wrong either but I’m not able to change that. I thank he’s the same one who said he heard me moving around a lot but if it’s him or another person doesn’t matter. He is right on that as well, I can’t stay sedentary for long at all. I tend to move ever 5 minutes or so to help lessen the pain. I’m proud that I had 5 people show up for my first stream but also I’m sad as I really don’t thank many people are going to watch a person move as slow as me in a fast paste first person shooter.
Game I was playing, Tom Clancy’s Ghost recon Wildlands

No sleep sucks!

I hate when this happens, for days now without any sleep to matter. The weather keeps changing so I get no sleep, I wish I knew what caused this to happen. If I could find out why the weather makes it so I can’t sleep I might be able to stop it and get sleep once again. The number one reason I hate not getting any sleep is that my days run together into what I call cartoon world. Everything seems normal at first then you realize you can’t recall what happened the night before.