Sin’s of a father.

Pertaining to world war 2 in which I am now engrossed with, how does a son or a new nation leader make amends for the sin’s of our father or forbears committed? Is it possible to do so at all? The leaders of nations change but the actual heartbeat of the country or territory belongs to it’s people’s. I guess it is possible but I can tell you that wherever you look you will see it’s the people that make the change and not the leader whoever they may be. Leaders tend to thank they are the ones who make the change but they are wrong, it’s the people. They will always take the credit for it, I just hope they are naive about it and not doing it on a conscious level.

Monthly ass hole company award!

I hate that the first ever complaint is for youtube. YouTube is the company that prompted me to do this in the first place.
I’ll make this short and to the point for my first write-up just so I can get use to this and maybe whoever sees this can get
a handle on how it works. I could use help from people if you are willing. Send me an email telling me what you would like to see.
YouTube has decided that I like watching video’s in full screen and told me I never would like to change my mind. I want my choice
back. You may have your numbers but you will also lose those numbers if you keep pushing your ideas and beliefs on people. History
is a great teacher. It’s not hard to find a long list of company’s that have failed because they followed the numbers instead of
the customers wish or freedom. I know you could lose 100,000 + and never notice but it will grow as you open the market for others
to fill the hole you left by your tasteless decision.
Why not just show us the video in full screen and show us the video’s you want us to watch? You are being a fascist company so
why not take it that one step further and complete the process. You know that’s what you want anyway so go on and do it!
This is just what the people of the world want, someone to hold our hand and do all the thinking for us because we don’t know
better and don’t know what’s good for us but big company’s do. Company’s like this piss me off!!!                                                                                           

Life is getting in the way.

My life is getting in the way of me continuing to write on this blog and it’s just a way for me to vent anyway. I’ll be taking the site down soon as I really don’t have time for it anymore. I have huge life-changing events going on and no I’ll not talk about them. Good luck to all and I do hope you can have a nice life and continue having a nice life. Just be happy, it helps far more than you know.

The state of life.

Life, we all do things that are wrong in the state of life in which we live. I’ve done things I regret, I’ve never intentionally harmed another human in my life. I’ve never forced a human to do something they didn’t want to do, I grow up under that kind of oppression and I’m not willing to forward that to another human. Some people like to state falsehoods on another person as a retaliatory act to gain some measure of self-worth. In their mind, they are punishing you for a perceived wrong they believe you perpetrated against them. That’s an affront to God, He will have his say in the end. I know there is a God, I will be able to stand with my head held high on my judgment. I don’t fear another human and his judgment or accusations from another human. I know what I did and if you can’t tell if a human is lying then why try to explain yourself to them, they have already passed judgment upon you. I will not let others control me, especially the ones who wont to retaliate against what I have said or done, what they perceive I have done to harm them. Want proof, look at the large diverse group of people that call me friend and ask them why they all come to me for help. I will tell you how I see life regardless of what you may think about it. I will help all that I can in life regardless of how bad I know it will end. No good deed goes unpunished. I’m a walking example of that. I’ve never had good fortune bestowed upon me for any good deed I’ve done. I always suffer in the end and I will not stop the way I live. I will always help, I will always be there for people regardless of how they have wronged me. Turn the other cheek and keep on living the way that you can hold your head high.

Come on people!

We need to wake up! Come on people we can do this. It may take a little time and a lot of effort but we can start fixing this country. Do you think this country got to were it was without work, or by the hands of people that worked hard? I’m not sure where to start so I began with contacting my house of representatives and the Senate. If they get a lot of people writing in and or calling they will listen, might not care but you could be the one to plant the seed.
Find your representatives
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Watching Edward Snowden and lost internet.

So here I am, minding my own business and I lose internet. I find it funny that the ISP chose this time to take my network down. That’s sarcasm BTW if you didn’t know. I guess someone doesn’t want me to see the whole show on youtube. I’m not one that thinks the government is watching me or anyone else but this is a little too coincidental if you ask me. Am I sure we live in a big brother 1984 type of world now, yes I am, I just think that most people like myself would not attract the interest of the government? I have nothing they would want, I know no secrets and I collect none. I like under the vantage, hear nothing, see nothing, and say nothing. If I think people are discussing anything that might be secret I walk off, I don’t want to know. I have no answers, I never took anything nor do I have anything I could tell you, I walked off. That being said please give me my net back.
YouTube of Snowden

Some people!

Well, my life is moving forwards as of late yesterday. Because of a lie, I may lose my son and he can’t stand to live with his mother. Some people only care about them self and what harm they can do to others. What kind of life must you live if this is the only thing that can make you happy? Destroy others lives so you can be happy. That must be a sad existence. I chose to live a life of forgiving and forget, I’m much happier that way and I’m not destroying someone else’s life just so I can feel better about myself. Truly sad people live that kinda life, truly sad.

Life is messed up. Fair memory.

Life is so messed up, I just recalled one of the best times I ever had with my Dad. I don’t recall how old I was or any of that but I do recall being at a fair in the fall. My Dad played a few games trying to win me a stuffed animal. I eventually told him I don’t want one and we should just look at the exhibits that were there. I guess I’m a little weird in that aspect, I really never enjoyed the rides. I don’t recall why I ever forgot this memory and it’s messed up that our brain can do that from time to time. I’m thankful I have it back.